life is full of setbacks

I finally accepted.

It was quite nerve-racking since i didn't know what exactly i was doing nor if this was really what i wanted. But i did it, i accepted UofT's offer. I'm visiting the campus this friday with Daniel and my mom. If i don't like it, then i'll just stay at home or maybe rent out a place closer to the campus. If i do like it, then i shall pack my bags and dip! I'm excited but yet nervous. It feels like the first day of high school all over again. "I don't know anyone!" or "I don't know where my classes are at!" or "I don't know if i'm taking the right courses!" or "I'm scared, what if nobody likes me" blah, blah, blah. You get what i mean cause we've all been through it.

Don't even deny it.

Can't believe it's so close. Close enough that i can even feel it... It really IS almost over. I remember saying "I can't wait to leave!" Although i still feel that way, i wish it would all slow down. I can't keep up with my life, i'm not ready yet!! But really, who is? Prom is in exactly a month and exams are approaching quickly.

Time - something you just can't control.