bloated with confusion

I feel bloated, not because i ate too much but because i'm confused about so many things. School is slowly coming to an end and i'm trying to squeeze work, yoga, school, boyfriend, and family all into my schedule. It's hectic. Little things are stressing me out and pissing me off, but i just don't know how to get it through your head. Yes, YOU. You, the one who's suppose to be making me laugh. You, the one who is suppose to be supporting me and guiding me through these hard times. You, the one who's suppose to show me what love's all about. You, the one who's suppose to be my stress reliever. You, the one who i'm suppose to be happy with. But yet i'm not. I don't feel happy when i'm around you, but rather depressed and confused. I don't feel relief but rather more stressed than i already am. I don't feel love but rather disappointment. Overall, i'm just bloated with confusion.

By the way, Happy 27 months. Thanks for saying something. Jerk.