there's nothing you can't do, now you're in New York

These streets will make you feel brand new
Big lights will inspire you, let's hear it for New York

WOOOT WOOOT! NEW YORK CITAY TOMORROW!
Soooo exited! I've never been to the states and i am super duper excited for all the shopping :)
Gonna buy some nice sunglasses and a nice watch :D But most of all i am super excited for the experience i'm going to have with my boyfriend :) We can finally do something different compared to all those "dinner and movie" dates.

Anyways, so when the last fight happened (lying one), he got really defensive about many things. So here it goes.. a happy post for once:

I'm sorry i always take you for granted.. you're right, i always say things or write things to piss you off on purpose. I'm sorry i always shut you down when you just want to have fun with me. I'm sorry i always yell at you and call you degrading names. I'm sorry for never appreciating all the things you do for me. I'm sorry i make you feel like the world revolves around me. I'm sorry for always making you seem like the bad guy. I'm sorry for always being the boring person. I'm sorry i'm not adventurous. I'm so so so sorry. You're a great person, sometimes even too nice .. But you're great, always putting others before yourself, always helping out with everything. I think even my family has fallen in love with you.. Well first off, i can't believe they're actually letting me go to new york, knowing that you're going to be there.. Second off, when we fight or argue, my sisters are always on your side. "Why are you so mean to him!?" "Why are you making him sad?" hahaha. Oh gosh, they're so funny. Anyways i love you and thank you so much for everything. Thank you for keeping up with my wants. Thank you for appreciating me. Thank you for be patient with me. And just thank you for loving me still after all the shit i've put you through. You said "90% of the time you're a brat that thinks the world revolves only around you which pisses me off and makes me hate you but the 10% makes it worth it. Knowing that 10% of you is a different person keeps me going.." Which really hurt, because i wouldn't care if the world thought of me like that, but YOU? You, out of all people... But it's okay, i still love you :)

Anyways, NEW YORK TOMORROW!! See ya, toronto! :)