i hate liars, seriously.

i hate liars, absolutely HATE liars.
i hate lying to people i love
i hate lying
i hate being lied to
and i hate liars

Remember when i said "I bitch only because i have given up something or went out of my way just to do something for you or see you but when it doesn't work out, i bitch." Today was an example. I walked for half an hour just to see you for 5 minutes.. not only did i waste half an hour of walking (after an 8 hour shift), my time, and a bus fare, but i had to find out that you lied to me. My phone was dying and i was busting my ass trying to call you to tell you i'm coming before you left, but every time you would just pick up and say "I'm working" and hung up. So i dealt with it, thinking it must have been busy at the store. That is until i arrived and sat down, thinking "it's not even busy...". Then i see one of your co-workers leaving so i catch them and asked "Excuse me, but is daniel still downstairs..?"
"Daniel Chu? Oh yeah.."
"Oh okay.."
"Oh wait!! No! He left, he's driving someone home.."
"Oh, okay.. thanks!"
"Are you his girlfriend?"
"Yes.."
"Oh!! He talks about you all the time! He says you're very nice!"
"Oh, why thank you! Anyways i gotta go find him. Thanks!"

Then i call you a couple of times .. trying to find you and i finally get a hold of you.

"WHERE ARE YOU!?!?"
"I just got off work, i'm heading to the parking lot."
"Oh really? Cause someone just told me you were driving someone home...."

I hate liars, i really do.
I feel stupid for loving you so much
stupid for believing you
stupid for trusting you
stupid for walking all the way there
stupid for sitting inside mcdonalds
stupid for not just heading home right after work
stupid for trying to call you

i should've listened to my mom when she told me "don't ever love someone too much, you can't trust anyone nowadays" It's true. I used to think it was because she had a bad relationship with my dad, i use to tell myself "I will never let my relationship turn out like theirs" But now look.. lies lies lies