what's the point in having it all without the one you love?
I hate you, at times i can really hate you. Almost to a point where i can just get up and say "it's over". But i know, i'll regret it. Being in this relationship makes me unhappy.. knowing that someone loves me but yet i'm still unsatisfied. Why? Why am i unhappy? Why am i unhappy even though i have it all? Why am i unhappy? WHY! WHY! WHY! I'm so frustrated.
You just don't get it, you really don't. I love you because you're that nice, caring guy. But at the same time i hate you because of that. I really don't know what i want..
Why can't Mr. Right show up already?
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You keep saying he doesn't get it, but I think it's YOU that doesn't get it. You really don't deserve him. With the shit you write, the thoughts you have, and the fact that you publicize everything is probably not only humiliating to him but also unfair. Who deserves that from the one they love? You need to grow up and stop being a little brat. Your life isn't over. If you're unhappy, then let it go. Why should the both of you have to constantly deal with your dissatisfaction?
ReplyDeleteThere are other people in the world who have their lives a lot worse off than you do. You're done with high school, you're not a child anymore. Handle the situation like an adult because you're about to become one.
hahah, in response to the above comment i'd thought i'll just say: supposedly, she IS an adult!
ReplyDeleteso i have a few comments to make...
ReplyDeletea) i feel like you've written this EXACT note before. like this is so deja vu. even the comment is so deja vu.
b) i'm sorry to say but i do agree with whoever left you that comment. it's true, if it's not worth it, let it go, don't sulk over it. Nothing's ever worth this. your happiness is above everything, remember that.
c) i'm seriously so curious to know who is writing those really insightful comments!! Imagine if it's just some random person who happened to pass by your blog and is just reading it. Wouldn't that be interesting?
1. Keep things personal or work it out with him
ReplyDelete2. Go invest in a journal from Dollarama
3. ???
4. Profit
.... If you aren't happy then why are you even with him. You are constantly complaining about him and making him sound as if he was leading you to the end of the world or something. If you are as dissatisfied as you claim to be, then leave him. Clearly, you haven't done so. You claim that he is terrible, yet he is still there with you while you shit talk him into oblivion.. ever thought about that? Ever thought about the fact that maybe he isn't the problem, but you are?
You obviously know he reads this.. have the decency to keep keep it between you two and actually put some effort into sitting down to talk it out. Evidently you haven't done so, because if you did, you wouldn't be writing this long ass story about love that apparently isn't there, or so you say...