I'm a pretty lucky girl. Yes, i complain about almost everything.
"Omg, what am i going to eat for lunch?"
"I have no money to buy that!"
"I hate my life, i hate my family, i hate everything."
You know, things that we all complain about on a regular basis. But what do we know? What do we know about being poor? What do we know about being hungry? What do we know about family?
Nothing. Well, at least i don't. I'm a pretty selfish person and to think about it, i think it's because everyone around me is selfish - but who am i to blame? There's only been about three people that i've met in my life that isn't selfish. Tina Ta, Daniel Chu, and Daniel's mom.
Sometimes, i thank god that he gave me a chance to meet such people. Even if our relationships don't last forever, they've definitely made a difference in my life. A positive difference.
I've changed a lot, some may see it as a good way and some may see it as a bad way. But i really don't care .. I'm happy with who i am. People can hate all they want, keep hating, you're my motivation in the morning. You motivate me to do better, to be better, to be someone who will speak their mind.
Today i looked at my bank account .. and my money is just going to random CRAP. And so i've decided that i am going on a $20 a week plan. DO NOT LAUGH AT ME. I WILL DO IT. JUST YOU WATCH. It's going to be hard... but i'll do it. Somehow ...
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